thursday training (:
we played AFA games and ng kept on going after me when we were doing the ball posession thing. the small match was super funny :D we were doing well, then after goal and sub keeper then abit :X haha (i almost scored a goal, but it hit the post damnnnn.) haha but that one was a fluke shot xD anyhow kick xD

YEAH I CAN JUGGLE BETTER! LIKE 2-3 TIMES MORE THAN USUAL (:(:(:
but i still cannot cross :/ that crossing practice thing owned me tothemax! haha

today was a boring day. i went to school, collect my midyr report (3.11GPA)

eng 2.4 (WTH)
chi 2.0
math1 4.0
math2 4.0
ss 3.2
hist 2.4 (WTH)
bio 3.6 (WHOA)
chem 2.4
physics 4.0

my marks are super extreme, i mean, 3 4.0s and 3 2.4s and 2.0... thats abit expected la xD haha cmi man my chinese. wanted to go macs before squeks house but no money -.- so daddy and i went home and (squek is damn irritating la kns.) we ate/played ps2/watched abit of a movie. im letting daddy play if she's a good girl lol. which is uh. never? lol we'll see.

i am irritated with leanna. ARGH. she think she's damn cute lah, ignore me for 3 days! dont let her play tmrw >:( put olivia in instead :D

i ponned rj training today. haha playing with daddy was more fun than horfun (:

DLF tmrrrrr im super excited and scared (as usual) i want to play well, but then if i think like that means gg i wont. lol xD lets be confident and BELIEVE!


thanks buddy, nice msg (: no i wont tell anybody yeah :D even though im like some news reporter xD i dont like offline msging (: hahaha! YEAH LETS GO :D:D:D


im making myself tired now so that i can sleep at 10 and wake up at 6.30 tmr. i want to play well tmr and be AWAKE.

thanks sharleen for coming tmr (: and charis for coming to support! haha you guys are really good friends (:

thanks for not coming down. how do i care more? damn it. things will never be the same cause i wont ever let it be. its too horrid now for anything to be good again. you think so much it gets irritating man. cant you just be happy with what is and stop thinking about everything else. you know these short paragraphs at the end spoils the whole post. you wana trash things out just call and talk k, i cant stand this anymore. and i hate it when you make me sound like your enemy and your bestfriend on almost alternate days -.- WHAT AM I, YOUR BESTFRIEND OR YOUR ENEMY OR YOUR WALL.

KNS.