today.
today was a day.
today was a crazy day.
today was a crazy day for me.
today i felt like crap.

running so much was such a killer. everywhere hurt xD (esp my ass) and i couldnt do my stupid sbj properly cause it hurt :( anyway! napfa today was NOTHING MUCH LA, just that i was being damn retarded at the shuttle run station xD

i got like 11.1 at first i was like ZZZ. my shoe made me slide all over the place i kept falling down la, and i think the only reason why i can do shuttle run super fast is cause of soccer, we train that crazy thing all the time(: chiong change direction chiong change direction chiong change direction chiong! YEAH 9.9 i think im the fastest :D

'eh shit i wana do again!'
''why i thought you got A already?''
'but very slow eh, if people ask me then got no face.'
''eeeeyeer teri, hao lian eh''
'haha no la, im talking about my soccer people lah, cause they know i got pft mah.'

yeah CHARMAINE. i did the second time for YOU eh. cannot lose face xD

but the other items sian.
RAWR SKORE.
situps 43! (i did like 31 then stop, yelin was going 'one more' so many times -.-)
ipu 18 (just enough!)
sitandreach 49 (sucks)
shuttle run 9.9
sbj 174. just nice B (sian. not my fault im short and my legs were like :/)


FICO.
i was waiting at clementi for super long! and then i saw DEANNAH! we talked for awhile about how she didnt get into AYG cause the coach is biased towards some girl who can speak better chinese (anyone else can hee xD) charmaine and shiya came then deanna walked away like some emoshiz. :(

i cant believe i went for training la, my legs were like :S anyway i survived it! but i think that training today got me thinking alot, during the silent moments during supper and in the car AND NAO. charmaine help meeeeeeeeeeee.

i realised im super noob, like ARGH. im consciously incompetent, i know where i suck. but then. its like. ARGH. playing the small two side game i was cursing like mad, i dont know why but i got so pissed at myself. i tell others that they are good whenever they emo about such stuff, but when i try to do that to myself i know im lying, and its like ....

i tell people like vidya, who dont want to go for training because she thinks she sucks, that its because you suck thats why you go for training. i dont know how training can make me better, even though it does. but i hate it when i make a billion mistakes within 5 mins or so and i get pissed. im not like some people who openly show it, but its more like disappointment, really.

noobs need encouragement
pros have praise
noobs dont get praised
because they dont deserve it,
but all the more they need encouragement.
and thats what gina did today. thanks (:

im glad i went for training for gina.

i dont want to be a noob no more. but i dont know what to do. HALP. im getting pwned.

on a brighter note, im going for the RJ and SA match! :D wheee yeah joleen, i'll stand at SA's side (: heee XD betray rj for one match


hey kid, i dont know whats going on and why youve been acting like that. its so sudden man. and stop thinking about ending it la, i mean, this is not your fault, or mine. i dont know why it must end. hey man, if you wana it'll be a X=360 ok. go check out what that is. i dont wana x=300 or sth. that sucks. and good job, you unlocked your blog. and changed that bit at the bottom. thanks. alot.


CHARMAINE JIEJIE I'LL LOVE YOU ALOT IF YOU COULD GET A PRO CAMERA >: (